Saturday, October 10, 2009
Saya tahu saya agak terlambat untuk post kejadian kebakaran di masjid Kampung Siglap..It happened last Tues and now I want to post it , coz for the last week I haven't got the chance to update my blog..
Bila berita ini diberitahu oleh adik saya , saya terdiam perasaan sedih , sayu dan pilu menyelubingi saya..Satu perasaan yang tidak dapat saya gambarkan. Saya dibesarkan di situ , bukan tinggal di situ maksud saya , tetapi dari kecil lagi sejak adik saya sekolah di tadika MASJID KAMPUNG SIGLAP dan ibu saya bekerja sebagai seorang guru tadika di situ dan ayah saya bekerja sebagai seorang ustaz yang mengajar Al -Quran di situ semua waktu saya , saya habiskan di masjid itu. Itu la Masjid Kampung Siglap , ia merupakan " rumah kedua saya , rumah kedua kami sekeluarga" . Saya mendapat pendidikan Tahfiz Quran disitu..Akan tetapi bila mendapat berita itu saya terdiam tidak terkata , sedih yang teramat sangat. Bila melihat berita itu di Suria pada 8 mlm , saya hampir - hampir menitiskan air mata tetapi Alhamdulillah saya dapat menahannya.
Sudah lama saya tidak datang ke MKS disebabkan tugasan dan pekerjaan yang amat sibuk sekali.Saya rindukan susasananya yang aman dan tenang...
Bintu Effendi + 10:26 AM
Sunday, October 04, 2009
Dengan sedihnya aku mengatakan SESUNGGUHNYA LAPTOP - KU TENGAH DOWN! Ni yang buatkan aku risau ni tak ada laptop susah nak buat kerja.Apa- apa pun nextweek la antar pergi service. Sepatutnya under warranty tapi card die and kotak die dah tak ada so nak buat apa kan just antar to acer service centre and see how la k.
Semalam before pergi kerja , pergi jalan raya with all the docents..Ya Allah dah lama sungguh tak nampak dorang even dapat spend time sekejap dengan mereka pun tak apa..;) tu amat bermakna tu. Rashid tak habis - habis dengan die punya royalty blood dia...Pergilah cari acit sampai kau dapat. :). Amali sent me to Pioneer mrt , and from there I took the MRT all the way to Tampines. Bak kata Azhar " Hujung tanjung ke hujung tanjung " ah ambil kau zahroh! But the journey not that bad la coz in the train aku tido..Nak recharge balik jadi bila di tempat kerja tak la ngantuk and penat. And Alhamdulillah habis kerja awal hari ni 10.30 dah boleh balik unlike last 2 weeks hampir - hampir 12 am baru habis kerja sebab banyak benda yang nak kena buat.And yesterday One whole day aku sorang I mean seorang diri dalam negeri sendiri. My parents and my sis balik kampung I could not go because I'm working. Jadilah anak yatim sekejap..haha dah tu HE also balik kampung...so ya sorang - sorang la saya disini =)
Oh and while I was on my way to work he called..terubat jugak rindu...He'll be coming back on fri malam..So selamat pulang ye awak.
Nextweek Monday dah buka sekolah that's mean new semester + new lessons + new intake i guess so....kita tengok sajalah hari mon macam mana nanti.That's means my class megajar pun da start balik...huhu tak apa la isikan masa dengan benda yang ada benefits..
Sekejap je dah nak masuk setahun.Tahun depan dah my last year di Al-Zuhri..Cepat sangat gitu..So after this my plan.............................................................. biarlah rahsia dulu tak nak cakap apa-apa dulu...:)
I MISS my K8s....I MISS MY SEC5'08 and I MISS HIM TOO...
Dah lama tak update blog sorry eh..bukan apa just that , whenever I want to blog duduk depan terus semua hilang maaf ye...
Labels: ANA MUSHTAQ ILAIK
Bintu Effendi + 2:32 AM
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
OK Great!!Blog buat hal!! Hmmm....Lately whatever I do mesti ada yang tak kena...
Kadang - kadang perasaan yang kita pendam-pendam ni membuatkan beban yang amat berat..Aku tidak tahu nak marah ke..nk jerit ke...tak tahu..!!tak tahu!! Aku tak tahu sampai bila aku nak mcm ni..aku tak tahu apa kesudahannya...
Kadang - kadang aku juga sangsi dengannya..Apakah aku dengan dia akan betul- betul..Semua perkara aku ambil , aku ambil sebagai perkara positif..tapi sampai bila aku boleh bertahan???sampai bila??? apakah aku sedang menyiksa jiwa aku..?? Aku tak tahu!!
Kadang - kadang aku sendiri ragu - ragu dengan jawapan aku....
rasa sakit sakit hati , rasa makan hati aku pendam sendiri dalam diriku..aku tak tahu bila ia akan berakhir....
YA Allah aku mohon padamu kau tunjukkanlah aku jalan penyelesian...Berikanlah aku jalan keluar...
Aku amat menyayangiya ....entah la...mungkin sebab aku terlalu banyak bersabar...tapi sampai bila??YA Allah........
Bintu Effendi + 10:39 AM
Monday, September 07, 2009
It's 2.48 am and I'm still not on the bed yet..Isk....I just couldn't sleep..maybe because I drank to much coffee...maybe...and oh oh.......tomorrow is my paper....and it starts at 9 am and I haven't sleep till now....trying too but I just couldn't......
Grrrrrrr.........
Ramadhan left how many weeks and comes
Eid fitri... :) ,
Bintu Effendi + 2:48 AM
Monday, July 27, 2009
Just came back from NLB,
Got the chance to met him just now,
We rarely spent time together or seeing each other due to our commitment.
He has to work and I am busy with my school stuff and working.
Got the chance to eat lunch together.
Assignments??!! God!! Do not mention it!! Its piling up!!!!
The date due is coming to an end..
My sister is sick!Syafakillah ya ukhti!!
Exams are just around the corner!!!Left with how many more weeks.
Ramadhan is coming! I can't wait for this month. I've been waiting for Ramadhan to come!
Hopefully this year Ramadhan is going to be better than the previous one..
Hopefully I can complete one quran during Ramadhan..
InshaAllah Ameen.
Hmmm...about tomorrow...Shissshh Tomorrow will be a hectic day for me..
Need to go out from home by 7 am , my class for TARIKH TASYRI' starts at 8 - 9 am since
my lecturer has some course to attend to...meaning.....the class will be only hour and
k7 and k8 has to wait for the next class which starts at 11.30 am - 1.30 pm..
kena tunggu la ni jawapannya.It's ok ,
" ASSOBRU MINAL IMAN "
For tomorrow I'll be home latest 10 pm or 11 pm..
Last Friday met up with my secondary school friends..
Dah berzaman tak nampak diorang.....Miss them a lot!
And I reached home nearly 12 am...=)
*Dah nakal zahroh sekarang eh balik malam - malam*
Nah , it's ok my parents used to it already , but of course before that
I sms / call my mom and tell her that I'll be back very late
So that both of them would not worry about me.
OH AND TOMORROW I'LL BE GOING TO MY FORMER SCHOOL
MADRASAH AL - ARABIAH AL - ISLAMIAH..
MISS THE SURROUNDING!!
11 YEARS I WAS THERE SINCE P1 - SEC 5...
Labels: Ana Uhibbuka jiddan..
Bintu Effendi + 9:50 PM
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
Sudah lama sungguh tidak ku update blog ini ya... No time to update..Life is getting Hmmmmm.....I don't know how to say it..Complicated??difficult??smooth??Or I just don't know how to describe it..All I know is that , whatever happens HE knows the best what's good for us and everything that happened there's always a HIKMAH behind it. I always belive in that , and that is also my principal in life.. We plan but HE'S the one who decide..
There are many things that I want to post actually...Let's begin with X.P.D.C GUNUNG LEDANG..
So we set off from sultan at around 5 after asar.Before set off we had a small ice - breaking game..More of ta'aruff session. Reached Ledang at around 9 pm , we went for our dinner along the roadside @ Tangkak..Oh n btw , I went to ledang , we climbed from JB not from Melaka.
When the admin things had settle we off to our dormitory..And the dorm was far way better from what I expected. The best part is , the tap water from the toilet COLD!!FRESHLY FROM THE WATERFALL DIRECT TO THE TAP...menggigil gigil kat toilet! But it was FUN!!
as I climbed up the mountain there were plenty of difficulties and obstacles that my team and I had to face..But we take it as a positive way.We support each other we motivate each other!..Overall it was great n Fun..And the bonding among us were very good at ledang...
I MISS LEDANG PEOPLE!! I MISS SIS WAHIDA , SIS NISA ' , SIS FAZA , Mahirah , Sarina..and all the ledang team members!! I wanna go to GUNUNG LEDANG AGAIN..I wanna go with the same people coz they're fun to be with! But but...can I reach the summit by a helicopter???Can I??haha I wish...
I've got a job!! Alhamdulillah will start next week.A part - time at gurdian..:) Wish me all the best people..
To amal..I'm very happy to hear that! U managed to overcome it.. :)
To My SEC5 '08 FELLOW CLASSMATES!! I MISS U GUYS SO MUCH!! WHEN CAN WE MEET???
TO AMALI AND MAHIRAH I MISS U GUYS TOO...WHEN CAN WE HANG OUT??EH EH..OUR HENDERSON WAVE WHEN??HEHEHE
I wanna watch TRANSFORMER!!but when eh , I've got no time sey...Whatever it is I wanna watch it!!
To Musfirah , Mai , Amira , Skin and farah..Bile mau keluar la dey...
Bintu Effendi + 9:28 PM
Monday, June 01, 2009
Qamar currently is at my houseeeeeeee!!!! hehe datang juga kau eh...hehe...she's having a 2 weeks June Holiday but as for me??gishhhhhhh this morning I just started my 2nd semester...Orang tutp sekolah kita buka sekolah...ehhe....actually we planned to meet at MacD tempat apa orang kata tempat nostalgia...haha kenangan masa time O - level we spent 1 whole day kat sana buat revision.. hehe so kire datang sana balik nk ingat balik..kan qamar kan??hehe... But the only problem yang ada at MacD Kovan is tkde Plug...kesiankan...dah la laptop aku Battery dah tak tahan..mesti pakai wire...
My uncle is getting engage la!! This coming 14 june...at last he tied a knot jugakk sekian lama dia tunggu...ahha so he's the last one yang akan khawin..and that's means nenek aku akan keseorangan..tkpe2..cucu ramai akan sentiasa buat bising kat rumah nyayi...hehe
This June banyak programme..Kids camp 5 , 6 and 7 and the following day 8 -9 June at Sultan..It is going to be a hectic day for me for this straight 2 weeks ....
SITI QAMARIAH AKUUUUUUUU SYGGGGGGGGGGGG KAU SANGAT!! eh eh , aku masih straight k2...
Whatever happens think positive syg , Allah is with us at all times..
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Bintu Effendi + 10:24 PM
